The only way to live free, the only way to live your life as an offering of love, is to feel everything fully and live open.
Certain things in life simply have to be experienced and never explained. Love is such a thing.
To love yourself right now, just as you are, is to give yourself heaven. Don't wait until you die. If you wait, you die now. If you love, you live now.
Do thou not love life? Then do not squander time, for that's the stuff life is made of.